Friday, July 31, 2015

Lost In My Mind Have You The Time

 Click here on the link ➡️Lost In The Game (piano version) written by Tyna J. Metzner
This is my SoundCloud contribution for today. It's amazing how fast time scoots when I'm at the keys. If I'm not careful this is all I will get done today. I have Zoe to take shopping for back to school supplies. A four year old to bathe, laundry to do and fold. A toliet or two to scrub. Dinner to plan and cook. Grocery shopping for that dinner along with meals for the weekend. Business calls to make. Run by the bank, gas up the car... Pick up perscriptions for my hubby. Oh and per his request "Get A Job that pays..." I suppose that about covers it for today. So why am I still in my jammies lol...?
Have a great day whatever you do!

Thursday, July 30, 2015

I Can't Seem To Escape AZ Child Protection Service Failings!

I'm Unnerved by Arizona Dept. Of Child Services. This comes as no surprise as it has been touted all over the news as a horrific mess. The agency under Gov. Brewer's direction, was dismantled and revamped. Things appeared to be improving within the system for awhile. The following is my first hand experience from my "Gram" perspective in my dealings with this agency.
 Case number # 1. 
My two year old Granddaughter fell into a fire pit while in the care of her severly drug impaired Dad. The court had previously mandated only supervised visits for Dad as his drug impairment issues were known to the court. His parents were deemed the supervisors and the facilitators of these visits at their home. The severe burn injury happened in the backyard of their home. Dad had left 4 year old Nate and 2 year old Liz unattended by the fire while he went to the garage to get high. Liz tripped and fell into the fire leaving her with severe injuries! Liz had 3rd degree burns as she lingered on those coals, her left knee recieved the worst of it. This injury had her in the Maricopa Burn Center for over two weeks and two pig skin graft surgeries! A full year of recovery and therapy.

While in the hospital, my daughter and I spoke to the authorities and CPS was called in to speak with us. My daughter and I were assured that CPS would go investigate and take hair follicle drug test of Dad and the Grandparents to prove causation. As the months and criminal case against Dad progressed it became obvious that something had gone wrong in the case. My daughter was so busy raising the kids and working full time that she asked me to oversee the criminal case. She actually gave me proxy in overseeing it. I was so steamed and drained chasing my tail, trying to get some answers between the Mesa Police Dept. and CPS. I became so frustrated that I reached out to a local ABC 15 News. A journalist there, Lauren Gilger wanted to do this story! We spent a day online back
and forth trying to get to the bottom of where this case went wrong. We both determined it was the

failure of CPS. We didn't do the story as it was my daughter's story to tell and she was afraid to get the press involved.

When we went to court and all was said and done, it became obvious that CPS had dropped the ball! Come to find out they never drug tested Dad. They told us they asked him to submit to a drug test but he refused?! The prosecutor and the cop called to testify looked and my daughter and I with such downfallen eyes. We all knew the criminal case had been blown. Dad recieved a mere slap and pled out! I was heart sick for a long time. I kept thinking that I wanted to find a law or justification for CPS not demanding that he be drug tested. I wanted to lobby the piece of the law that precluded this drug addict from being drug tested. Assuming that their was one, before congress! I wanted them to call it Lizzy's law lol. I was so disheartened by the system!

Case #2  of which I am presently living...

Another daughter and her husband unfortunately have had several encounters with CPS amid various complaints. When CPS finally decided that my Granddaughter needed out of home placement, of course I stepped in. She has been living with me for the past 7 months. Because my Granddaughter is a ward of the state, I deal with CPS workers often. In the short amount of time I have had my Granddaughter, she has had 4 different case workers and an interim worker! I can't tell you the number of times I have been told that a worker has not been briefed on the case and they have no clue what's happening. I have needed assistance for various things and sometimes I don't even get a call back for two weeks at a time, if at all.

The most notable fumbling in this case came to our attention at a foster care review board meeting.
We had reported a criminal child abuse incident as it had been told to us by this child. The police
made reports. I took our Granddaughter in for a foresic interview. The allegation substancated by
my Granddaughter on camera. CPS was notified of the findings by the Maricopa County prosecutors
office " Crimes Against Children"  dept. The case worker we had didn't feel it nessicary to report it  to the court?! The Foster  Care Review board had no inkling a criminal  case was pending or the nature of the case. Nor was My Granddaughter's GAL, (attorney) for the case notified. This was such a surprise to find that the case worker didn't feel it nessicary to inform the court officals overseeing the case about an open criminal case?! That particular  case worker along with many others have recently walked out! The dept. admits  that a major walk out has just occurred. Leaving those of us in the system, without help and contact from any knowlegable source! It's a frightening feeling when you feel that the people that are supposed to be helping families haven't a clue or care about the children! It has become scary as if their is nobody left overseeing anything!

My Granddaughter's case has been reassigned to a dept of CPS that is an hour away from the original
department. My daughter is doing well now according to the Parent Aide assigned to the case. My
daughter is ready to take custody back according to this aide. My daughters husband has ditched  the state.  The  majority of the issues upon the removal of my Granddaughter left with him... My daughter will need help and services beyond the return of my Granddaughter. God help me, I hope someone follows through to ensure a safe environment and quality of life for my Granddaughter! After having to deal with this branch of the government in two separate circumstances, I have totally lost all faith  in the system! Kids are falling through the cracks right and left through this failed dept. This branch of our local goverment is fatally flawed resulting in a tremendous threat to the health and safety of at risk kids! OMG!

I want to see a change! Maybe I need to be proactive in telling my story to  the right, effectual people, and
who might they be? Is anyone overseeing this department or is everyone running amuck?!












Tuesday, July 28, 2015

Ambitious Promptings With A Desire For Solitude

I'm home from vacation. I did all of the laundry and put everything away. It was so nice to get kitty hugs! They were so glad to see us! Even my snippy Clarice was extremely affectionate to me. I love my cats! I finally had some time last night to turn on my keyboard. I haven't really played for 2+ weeks as I was so busy. I have to say, that was so much fun! So exhilarating!
I asked my viewers on YouTube to help me find my next cover. One of my subscribers asked me to cover Bohemian Rhapsody. I have always thought that song to be completely way too ambitious for me. It's genuis beyond my ability to do. Well it's coming! Bits and pieces are beginning to emerge. An understanding of the progression changes. All the while I'm thinking about the collective talent/ genuis of Queen. Freddie Mercury was an incredible entertainer to watch also. Freakin amazing! This song will be very challenging as a solo artist but I will find a way to arrange it to make it work for me.
I'm going to start writing again. See what I can come up with. I played all three of my originals last night and I find that I love them! Each one significant to my thinking. An extension of me. I'm really happy with my originals!

Something More Than Nothing




Lost In The Game



Who Controls The Stars

I chuckle to myself about some of the comments I get from my YouTube viewers. Several times I have been asked to share lead sheets and my sheet music. I don't read music, I play by ear so this is interesting to me. I guess I'll take it as a compliment. 
I had a mishap with my mic stand. I grabbed it and the arm sheared off. Maybe I will look on Craigslist for a used better quality boom stand. I'm sad! 
School starts here on Monday. Zoe is starting her last year of junior high! My Granddaughter may be going back home to Mom soon. I'm looking forward to some quiet time.



Monday, July 27, 2015

Fun In The Tucson Sun Starr Pass Resort

The view is serene and breath taking.

So very pretty!


The lazy river is so relaxing and a welcome amenity in the AZ heat! We live at the lazy river. This was our third vacation at Starr Pass!

Fun in the sun!

I even took a nap!


Zoe and Paige were so cute dressing up for dinner each night. 
We enjoyed dining at Signature Grill and at Primo restaurant.

Plenty of sunscreen! Britt was busy applying sunscreen to her brood.


Paige and Zoe

Nathan!


Tommy
Lizzy 

Nate, Tom and Liz


Nachos poolside! The best onion rings I've ever had too. Wish I had taken a pic of them!


Splash pad for kids!
I love this hydration station. Believe me, you need to be reminded to drink and drink...

I highly recommend this resort experience!



Sunday, July 26, 2015

Summer Vacation Is Coming To An End...


I am finishing up my long weekend at Starr Pass Resort. I hope to get back to playing as I miss my keyboard! I have been so busy the last few weeks with vacation related things that I haven't even had time to play. Summer vacation is almost over and I will have more time to spend on what I enjoy! I plan to write more songs as I am so tired of the legality of doing covers... This that I have featured today is one of my own originals! So kiss my ass lol ( you know who you are)...
What a wonderful vacation. So relaxing and enjoyable with family! Britt and family came to join us yesterday. We are so enjoying Starr Pass Resort! This is our 3rd year of enjoying this particular resort. 

Overdone in the sun. We have been living at the lazy river





This resturaunt had its own herb garden







Wednesday, July 22, 2015

Ak-Chin Yahoo Live Chicago And Earth Wind And Fire!

The Earth Wind And Fire/ Chicago concert was phenomenal last night. At first both bands were a little off vocally until they warmed up. Boy do I know the feeling! Warming up takes a while but once you are, it's all good!
 They were beyond good and midway through both bands just turned on the energy! I can tell both bands like bringing the fans their best. I think they always sound better when they are being televised! Yahoo Live presented this concert online!  They played at Ak-Chin casino in Phoenix. We live in the Phoenix area and decided against sitting for hours in the heat. I was worried for all of the guys when the concert first started because it was 103 degrees still at 8:00 pm when they started!

Both bands were exceptional! They are so tight and true pros. When they got together at the end and played each others songs I was so touched that I cried tears. They are both soooooo good!  It is amazing how many hits and the amount of content these bands have contributed to the history of music! I can only imagine what that would feel like. Imagine reflecting upon what you did in this life. I'm so proud of these bands and I'm only a fan! Wow just wow. I thourghly enjoyed the three hours I spent in the comfort of my own home watching this live on Yahoo Live! What a great way to see concerts!

I was sad to see that Walt Parzaider was not there. He was one of four original Chicago members. Now only three original members remain. It was interesting and fun to see the exuberance and the amount of energy these well seasoned veterans can still generate. It is clear to me that they are still passionate about their life work. Sharing an amazing talent and distinct musical style that sets them apart from the masses. I was so touched by this concert. They were genuinely having fun and I was thrilled to feel that from them! They know how incredible they are and that pride is infectious!

I love you Chicago! I carved this when I was about 14. It still sits on my childhood piano in my living room lol.
Earth Wind And Fire you are the best at making us get up and move! What tremendous talents!


Tuesday, July 21, 2015

Adoration Falls Deaf On The Compassion Impaired

Nothing drives me more nuts than being ill perceived. It humbles me to my core. Being misconstrued is most frustrating! I haven't the energy to chase people around and prove my intent or my life mission statement.I have had a very humbling experience with trying to find my niche in music. Lots of doors slammed in my face, tons of rejection and a lot of humbling silence. For someone like me who doesn't like to compete, I sure have put myself out there and into a huge shark tank. A virtual free for all for recognition and acceptance. It's not as much fun as I thought it would be!
What started as a desire to do something more than nothing has proven to be a bitter pill... I got an email full of discouragment from someone in the biz whom I truly admired. This artists manager let me know how this artist feels about covers of his music. If it were up to this artist he would take down all of the cover artists on YouTube. He apparently hates people to cover his songs. This mans manager inplies that the whole music industry is about to quash any and all covers done by indie artists. Slapping copyright infringements on all cover artists. She also eludes to a takedown of all of the covers on YouTube!
I was told in no uncertain terms that I should remove all of my cover videos in an effort to protect my channel on YouTube and SoundCloud. This particular hired mouthpiece comes via one of my most highly regarded artist. Here is a letter that I wrote:
Subject: Cover use of a few Roger Hodgson songs...
Dear Ms. Gianotti,
I am a housewife who plays piano by ear. I'm asking permission to cover a few of Roger's songs for my YouTube channel. It is mostly for my own enjoyment. I am not looking to make money and have
not received monetary compensation on anything that I cover. 
I have three of my own originals that I hope to do something with! I cover various artists and if you 
would like to check out my channel please feel free to do so under  the name, Tyna J. Metzner. I also 
have a SoundCloud channel in the same name. I am and have been a fan of Roger's music for 35+
years. What an incredible songwriter/ artist!

The songs I would like to cover of Roger's are of the following...
Fool's Overture
Dreamer
Don't Leave Me Now
Hide In Your Shell

I would very much like to be able to post my covers of these songs on my YouTube channel!
Please let me know if and how I might be able to do so...

Thank you for your time! 

Sincerely,

Tyna J. Metzner

Here is the response that I got back...







Hello Tyna,
Thank you for your message and thank you for being such a big fan of Roger Hodgson’s.    Regarding
uploading cover videos on YouTube, you may or may not be aware that anytime a video or audio 
using copyrighted lyrics and/or composition is uploaded on YouTube or any other video site/website,
a sync license is required.   Whether or not a monetaray profit is made from the video(s) or audio is
not relevant.  Universal Music owns the publishing rights to Roger’s songs and therefore they would need to grant such a license.   As a side note and to protect your channel and other sites, please be aware that labels and their representatives are in the process of removing thousands of unlicensed videos and audio files from YouTube and other sites for copyright infringement.   
We wish you the best of luck with your endeavors and hope you continue with your musical aspirations.  

Best to you,

Linda Tyler
 Needless to say,  many thoughts ran through my mind after I read this. I really resent the tone of this. 
Condescending and so territorial! The farthest thing from wishing someone good luck in their 
endeavors. 
Never mind the spirit and adoration in which prompted my covers of  this mans songs. If I'm honest I 
admit feeling crushed! Crushed in spirit and my loyalty as a devoted fan. I guess in someway I was hoping that Roger Hodgson's camp would find my adoration to be sweet or charming?

On my two mile powerwalk This morning I had time to ponder this humbling confrontation...I realize  that things and people are never what you think they are. Perception is subjective with a ton of varibles. You can't try to impose yourself on people even if your intention is to make them smile. People don't give a damn about anything or anyone other than their own agenda. If you don't fit within thier opportunistic venue to them you don't belong. The egos of big name artists kill me! 

 I will continue onward but with an understanding that nobody in the music biz wants to see me do well unless I pay them.😞

*Adoration falls deaf on those who are campassionate impaired. What happened to humility and humanity?
* I suppose part of me feels like a jilted lover whos affection is not returned. Silly that a 35 + year adoration of music can make you feel that way! Maybe I would understand this discompassionate thinking if I was a successful artist? Would I treat my fans like this?
I think this stinks!  What an eye opener and a huge disappointment!
Yet another ephinany and humbling experience to add to  my PhD in life experience.




Monday, July 20, 2015

Vacation Staycation You're In My Sights

I just finished my week together with all of these G-kids. I watched two of them while Mom and Dad vacationed in Mexico. I am worn out to say the least lol. They kept me on my toes! We did a few fun activities and I took them to the pool a few times. I hear that they had a good time. The youngest, 3 year old Kadee has been conveying her Gram experience to her parents referring to me as "YoMama" 
Lol I will forever be known to her as "YoMama". So cute!
Korbin and I had a nightly routine of sitting together with my iPad, watching cat videos on YouTube. I love that these G-kids inherited my adoration and love for cats! My poor kitties were loved on so much they became annoyed. They survived and are back to themselves today.

Clarice and Twink


I love these creatures so much and they know it!
I can't imagine not having cats in my home.
So now I can get back to creating some music! I haven't even turned my keyboard on for a week! I'm looking for my next creative project. I think I want to write another song. Nothing is as rewarding in music as writing. 
We are getting ready for our Tucson Staycation. Every year we go to Starr Pass Resort for 3 nights. It's nice to lounge around in the lazy river. By the third day you wear your T-shirt in the pool to give your back and shoulders a break from the intense AZ sun! Plenty of exercise and being with family. My daughter Britt and family join us for a day and night. I love this vacation! It is predicable and serene. The hydration stations are charming as can be with every kind of infused water you can imagine. If you get dehydrated, 
it's on you for the resort has made drinking water so inviting!
In the evening they have live music, tequila shots at sunset and Smores by the fire . The food is good. The breakfast buffet is spectacular. The grounds are lovely and  full of wildlife. From your balcony you can see wild javelina walking through the resort in the early morning hours.  The grounds people are forever chasing them off property.
Zoe and I intend to take the guided  morning hike the resort offers. Zoe has been bringing her BFF Paige for the last three years. She has much more fun and we adore having this gal join our fun. Tucson is about an hour and 30 min drive from Phoenix. Just the right amount of distance to feel like you are on vacation! I'm really looking forward to the down time!







Friday, July 17, 2015

You're Making Me Old Kid Slow Down!


For the life of me I've been trying hard to figure out how to get something going for myself in music!
I wish I could hide in my shell for awhile lol. I'm tired from entertaining toddlers, a seven year old boy and my 13 year old all week long!

I've had a busy and laborous week. Three have my G-kids have been staying with me for the week. One I am raising currently. The other two I am watching while my daughter and her husband are on vacation in Mexico for the week. They are returning tomorrow evening! It's been an interesting week trying to keep everyone entertainined and the house in order. Two toddler girls keep you on your toes!

Needless to say, I haven't had any time to play my keyboard.

Today is my oldest daughter Brittany's birthday.  I can't believe how fast the years are going by!


Not fancy but as far as I can tell, it tastes really good! I made this for Britt's family party this eve. I will take this over to her this eve. Just a yellow cake with Buttercreme frosting. I toasted coconut and sprinkled it on top. I will take a container of squirtable whipped cream for extra adornment lol. 
I enjoy baking for my family! B-days are fun! Will purchase candles that spell out Happy Birthday to adorn the cake. Viola, fancy enough?
This daughter is a wonderful gal. Always helping her family, her sisters and me as well. I appreciate all that she does and I'm so proud!



Happy Birthday Britt! 

Thirty one? Omg,  can I just push pause for awhile? I haven't gotten to do what I want to do yet lol! 









Monday, July 6, 2015

Kickin It In Sedona A Day Trip From Phoenix

Sedona, AZ!
We only live a few hours from Sedona so I'm not sure why we don't go more often! We enjoyed the drive and even drove through a downpour that sent a car behind us spinning out and into a ditch. Quite a storm for about 20 min. Monsoon season in the mountains is pretty intense. Thank goodness the storms are quick and pretty localized!

Some of the scenery in Sedona. So very pretty!


One of the shops we visited while in Sedona.


Alissa had fun with this metal dino.


Zoe started the hat craze...




The rest of us continued the hat craze...


Alissa 


Even Howard found a hat to try on!



Sunday, July 5, 2015

Let Them Eat Cake

My finished Red,white and blue Facebook cake. 


Click on the arrow...
My daughter Zoe reminded me that this 4th of July was indeed on a Saturday just as in this song, Saturday In The Park written by Chicago.

This is a patriotic cake recipe that had been going around Facebook. It ended up being a fun cake to make and see all over the internet. I have a few other lady friends on Facebook that made and posted 
pics of their masterpiece lol.  


Plated cake with red, white and blue frosting / sprinkles. 



 Using a white cake mix, I divided the cake mix into three parts. Added red food coloring to one and blue to the other bowl. Easy but different enough to be fun.
I made a homemade potato salad and a fruit salad also. 
 It was probably the most laid back quiet 4th I've had in years. 
I hope you had a wonderful 4th as well!