Wednesday, July 3, 2024

Shingles By My Eye

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Shingles Near My Eye

Oh the swelling! 
I delayed going to the Dr. because at first I thought I was getting hives from a new skin care serum I had started using. When the pain and swelling kicked in, I knew I needed to get checked out.

In addition to seeing my primary, I was seen by an eye specialist because the virus was so close to my eye. Fortunately I was able to get right in to an eye Dr. 

I was so relieved to hear that my eye wasn’t infected. I had a follow up appointment yesterday. I got the all clear conclusion that shingles is no longer a threat to my eye! 

As with everything that happens to me medically, I researched this virus from head to toe. I was surprised to learn that 1 in 3 people who have had chickenpox will get this awful virus! Herpes Zoster is the medical term for shingles. 

I was given an anti viral medication to take even though my primary thought it may be too late. I did take it and I believe it helped. The most concerning symptom to me wasn’t the actual lesions on my face. Under my eye, the bag filled with fluid. It was an odd sensation and very itchy. My brow bone was so painful! Pain radiated from my check to behind my left eye. This fluid under my eye just sat there so full that the swelling obstructed my vision. It was a humbling experience to try to get out and mix in public.

I kept busy although I had that crushing viral fatigue. I walked and I baked a pie between resting in bed. Did all of my normal household chores around laying in bed.

After the lesions appeared and scabbed over, I knew I was on the mend. Within a week of rest I was thrilled at my progress. The fluid is disappearing!

What an experience. Contributed factors in getting shingles- Stress, Immune system decline and age are the perfect trifecta for shingles. 

Things that helped get through the miserable symptoms- 

Ice packs on the forehead lesions and my eye. I took Tylenol a couple of times. I ate healthy foods. I drank a lot of water, took my anti viral med. I rested. Now, I am taking a multivitamin. I’m hoping this is a smart move? My Dr. told me Lysine is a good supplement for the immune system. Zinc as well. Vitamin D3. 

This is me today. Two weeks in to the shingles diagnosis. I’m definitely feeling better every day. I hear that you can get shingles over and over again. I was told that in 3 months, I can get the shingles vaccine. I’ll have to really consider this. I definitely don’t want shingles again! 

My initial symptoms started weeks before the lesions erupted. I had a burning and painful gland behind my left ear. This pain lasted a few hours. I wondered what the heck that was. My other symptom was random pain of my left eye . Severe burning pain 2 weeks before I became sick! Numbness, extreme tingling around my left eye was another odd sensation. 

*General fatigue and weakness… headache in my eye. 

*Raised welts and red rash. Fluid filled lesions- swollen glands 

Stay well! My hope is that by sharing this experience it will bring awareness to someone who might benefit from this post.

Tuesday, June 18, 2024

Goodbyes And Taking The Long Way Home

 


Goodbyes And Taking The Long Way Home

My mission is complete with raising Zoe. We helped her and boyfriend Dylan move to Seattle. It was a beautiful but long drive from Phoenix. Every mile reminding me how far away Zoe will be from us. Ugh. This has been extremely hard as she was the baby of my children. I wasn’t young when she was born. I had her at 39 and a month after she was born, I turned 40.

She is the absolute dream daughter in terms of raising her. She reaches for a brass ring in everything she endeavors to do. Zoe is starting a 2 1/2 month internship with a prestigious accounting firm in Seattle. When that ends, she will begin a 9 month masters program at University of Washington. Once she completes that she will attempt her CPA certification.

Proud, is a tame expression of how overjoyed I am for her success and accomplishments! Over the moon better describes my feeling. I am missing her! I feel sad that she won’t be popping in to see us anymore! This process of allowing children to grow up and pursue their dreams, away…. Hmmmm lol! 

First time for me riding one of these!

Seattle is huge! Thank goodness for the great public transportation. I can’t see the kids wanting to drive there unless they have to! I rode this for the first time! It was efficient and convenient! Best part, my granddaughter and dog Luna rode for free! Being a University Of Washington student Zoe will have free rail privilege. Nice!

Moving in after 3 days on the road… 
From our hotel

I can hardly believe I left Zoe in this huge city! 

A city with no grass . My poor border collie couldn’t figure out how to pee there! Thankfully, she came through it with a smile on her dog face. She disliked the city!

Couer d’Alene Idaho had grass but I think this fake coyotes were to keep dogs off the grass. Can you see the WTH look Luna has on her face? 😂! Lol!

Love her ❤️She hung in there for this long car ride thru 7 states! Arizona, California, Oregon, Washington, Idaho, Montana and Utah! We took the long way home…

Speaking of taking the long way home? These lyrics have been my life soundtrack in a nutshell for a very long time- just sayin…

https://youtu.be/YLP0y-X4uYs?si=XtQGwBfBAk24gTx9 (Roger Hodgson) -Take The Long Way Home ⬆️

Saturday, June 1, 2024

Mission Accomplished Now What?

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Mission Accomplished Now What?

On this, the eve of my 62nd birthday … 

Birthdays are an opportunity to spend time reflecting on your soul journey. Looking at where you’ve been to where your life path is heading. As we age, we realize that our desires don’t always fit with our reality. Some people are terrific at switching and changing narratives. My recent ASU graduate is that person. I however, still long for independence and, my own personal accomplishments. 

I recently spent several weeks recovering from a radial distal fracture, (broken wrist). First time experience of breaking a bone! 

A harsh lesson in patience, acceptance and frustration! I broke my right wrist which apparently was everything to me lol. When I couldn’t use my arm due to injury and the cast, I realized just how much I relied on my arm for everything I do. 

I had 5 weeks of immobilization in a cast. It didn’t take long to figure out the physical limitations. I wasn’t prepared for the mental / psychological challenge it would be. I had to think about and plan how to maneuver every task. Accomplishing household chores with just my left hand, at first. I was concerned that I might lose dexterity in my right hand permanently. I felt so broken! It was difficult to accept and stay positive. 

I never allowed myself to be helpless. I did everything from cooking, cleaning, making the bed, laundry, washing dishes. I power-walked a lot. I drove. I did everything but rest lol. Casts are uncomfortable! 🥴 

The first meal I made with my cast on… took a long time to make but I realized that I could still cook! The things we take for granted…

I missed my hand. I worried maybe it would change my ability to play the piano. It would break my heart and spirit if I couldn’t play well anymore. 

Anyway, I’m a few weeks out of my cast and I’m healing extremely well! I have been able to do everything I missed out on. Although still a bit stiff, I’m back! I played my keyboard for hours and hours a few days ago and I’m thrilled to be back at it. Wonderfully fun❤️. I needed that! 

A new perspective on life with a definite appreciation for the small things. 

Mother’ Day flowers 
Graduation party flowers-
Having this injury was a humbling experience for sure!
Thankfully, I got the cast off the day before Zoe’s graduation. 
It was painstaking to try to look nice with limited right hand lol. Oh well, I tried 😝.
During this recovery, my youngest daughter graduated from Arizona State University! She got her bachelor’s degree in accounting. 

Her Dad and I threw a big party for her. Lots of planning and home improvement projects while in my cast. I even painted! 

Forks up! Zoe is now a ASU alumni now!
Put in a pantry which is absolutely amazing! Howard built the pantry, I painted it. 

Love having all of this space! Has freed up my kitchen! 

Then we headed into Memorial Day Weekend… my grandson Thomas graduated from high school! 
Yay Tommy! 
Here he is with his siblings! 

Tomorrow is my birthday… definitely taking time out to have a Calgon (Dr. Teals) moment . Don’t have much planned. Cake and ice cream with our neighbors on Sunday. Going to conserve energy for the big drive to Seattle next week.! Zoe and her boyfriend are moving to Seattle. We are helping with the move. She will be starting an internship with a prestigious accounting firm there. In the fall, she begins her grad program at University Of Washington for her masters! 

Zoe is all grown up! 

Such an amazing young woman!

I’m definitely experiencing that empty nest feeling. I will miss Zoe so much! I’m wondering how I want to live my life now that Zoe is grown? How do I see myself growing old? My job here is complete! 

Daughter Delcee and her family are moving to Texas in early July as well. So many changes leaving me to ponder what I should be doing with the rest of my years and where?! 

It’s time for me to dig deeper to reinvent myself! 

Sunday, April 14, 2024

Ambidextrous Not In The Least

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Ambidextrous Not In The Least

~Healing Journey~ 

Fractured right wrist. I fell while walking backward with a full wheelbarrow. A high impact fall after getting my foot caught up in some landscaping tubing. I threw my hand out to catch my fall. So typical outstretched hand injury.

I’m healing well and have 4 weeks in a cast to do.

Sunday, March 17, 2024

Happy St. Patrick’s Day 2024

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Happy St. Patrick’s Day 2024

Rolled Molasses Cookies 
Lime Jello and Pears
Pistachio Dream Pudding

Making Corned Beef and Cabbage aka. New England Boiled Dinner. 

I love celebrating holidays! It gives me an opportunity to enjoy different ethnicities and research the folklore. Although these are not Irish recipes, this is traditional for my family. I make these things every St. Patrick’s Day and have for many many years. 

Many Beautiful 🌈 rainbows this winter. 

Could It Be Magic Cover Music – #YouTube

Monday, February 19, 2024

Indelible Ink And Stinky Deals

 

Indelible Ink And Stinky Deals

This picture of me with Mom and Dad was taken during the time they were fully engaged in building and inventing a polystyrene insulation process called Foamular. Dad acquiring several patents on the process, including on design of the extruders and dies.

By the time I was 11, my father had completed this polystyrene insulation invention. I helped out as best I could with the process. I spent my days after school gathering extruded polystyrene bead board from the lower leg of the project. Mom would cut the board samples and send me up the hill with them for density testing. We had a crude upper building office. I spent a few years of my childhood on that hillside retrieving sample board to take up to the office for testing.

My sister was taught how to gather the foam density information required. The goal being to achieve the perfect R-Factor compliance. This fine tuning process took a few years to achieve.


Dad wrote this shortly after proving his Vacuum Extrusion Process that is widely known as Owens Corning Pink “Foamular”. This was his life’s work! His invention of an extremely useful polystyrene insulation product used in the construction of commercial buildings, in homes and under roads.

My parents were movers and shakers! Brilliant people who together, helped to create a whole new insulation industry.

A family project at inception. My father scoped out and rented a hillside in Fairview, PA. He built a pilot plant with extruders he invented, and hand designed/crafted dies. I would carry the extruded test product from the lower building to the upper building for density testing. I watched my mother pull hair pins out of her hair, to fashion a clip to use on a conveyor belt. The hairpins were perfect for the task. I remember this being funny lol funny but quite ingenious as it worked perfectly. The clip she created with the Bobby pins carried extruded bead board on a conveyor belt to the lower chamber.Taking the the product through a small water pond they built for cooling and solidifying the polymer.

This took a couple of years to build and fine tune. The extruded bead board had to be a certain denisity and within specific perimeters to be just what Dad needed it to be for commercial use. Many frustrating, long, arduous days and a painstaking process to perfect but they managed to get it up and running to R Factor compliance! Mom and Dad were the pioneers of polystyrene vacuum extrusion!

Then came the two year process of proving, pitching and selling the “new invention” . My parents had exhausted all of their resources and savings in building and pitching this invention. I recall meeting with people from W.R Grace and other businesses reps. Mom would scoot down the hill all day on her butt running the tests and then play hostess in the evening to the business representatives sent by plastics companies to check out the process.

Mom would create a wonderful meal after being at the plant all day. She would feed and entertain the representatives at our humble home whenever someone came to town to observe the new invention.

I remember helping Mom make Jello Dream Pudding for dessert. Hey it was an impressive and easy dessert! She always adorned the pudding with a few thinly sliced almonds and a maraschino cherry.

By the time the process was perfected Dad had taken a 4 year hiatus from a paying job. By the time Dad was able to get this process sold, he and my Mom were scraping bottom financially. When NRM, UCI Industries, (Condec/Conplast), put together a contract that Dad reluctantly accepted. He was desperate and felt he had run out of time and money to continue holding out for a better opportunity.

Dad hired a local Erie Pennsylvania small town local, business/patent attorney. Attorney Charles Lovercheck, oversaw the business deal??? How he allowed my father to enter into such a lousy contract is beyond comprehension! Dad wasn’t a big business money man, he was a scientist. Needless to say,  Dad and Mom were always incensed with the contract Dad felt he had to sign. They knew what he had invented would prove to be worth so much more…

The contract was unjust at best. Unfathomable really as it didn’t allow for royalties based on global production and sales. A cap was put on the royalties Dad should have been entitled to earn. Dad was shamed by the thought of having to settle for the stinky deal. He was tortured by this unfortunate contract later in life. Angry and strong armed by attorney Lovercheck and by attorney Scott Shafler. They ripped off my father and made bank on his global polystyrene insulation invention. Within 5 years, Owen’s Corning purchased, packaged and marketed Foamular as “Owens Corning Pink”. They used the Pink Panther trademark to sell the polystyrene insulation bead board.

As I mentioned Dad had been desperate and settled for a pittance of what he should and could have earned. My parents should have been wealthy beyond their wildest dreams…The contract that Dad entered in to was an abuse of power! Not only did my father continue to agonize over his stolen lost fortune-he died penniless and forever resentful of the contract he had signed…

To have spent his life’s work inventing such a widely known product to die a poor man seems unjustly cruel to me. When I go into Home Depot and see the product he invented on the shelves, I’m so proud of my Father! When I would see buildings under construction using “Foamular”, I would tear up with pride. These same pride filled events became a sad contentious reminder of resentment of loss for Dad.

Life lessons… #1, be careful of the contracts you sign. #2, get an attorney worth a damn not some hack of a patent attorney from Erie, PA…

Be weary of big companies who just want to roll you and, the Scott Schaflers of this world!!!

*Most importantly, don’t be desperate for a deal… I have no clue how anyone strikes a good deal that protects with integrity. Where is a “Shark Tank”  guy when you need one? Awwwww!

Here is some info. I found on the web about my Dad, Arthur L. Phipps

*U.S. patent number 3,871,812 [Application Number 05/277,407] was granted by the patent office on 1975-03-18 for foam extrusion die. Invention is credited to Arthur L. Phipps.


Wednesday, January 31, 2024

My Sentiments Exactly

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My Sentiments Exactly

Found this on the web today. My sentiments exactly! “You’re never too old to dream and wish on stars” … 
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