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A Day Off From Reality

I’m about ready to electronically sign a job offer letter. The most local of jobs as it’s literally just down the street. Oh geez I am at the bottom rung as I knew that I’d have to be having ancient job history. Being in the most humbling of situations, I am grateful for the ability to earn some money. It won’t be enough however. I’ll have to have a side hustle too. I hit the ground running which is what I’ve been doing since early January. I’m weary and tired from the stress of my situation . I’m doing my best to get on my feet. Mostly still in the “fake it till you make it”, stage.

I actually had a mental health day. I took a day off from the stress. I played my keyboard which always makes me happy and full of joy. Music is definitely therapeutic.

Here is my latest cover of 

You Know Like I Know- written by the Ozark Mountain Daredevils.

https://youtu.be/2CEG_kIdiik?si=cNMyCe1CDo83bhro

Fool’s Overture Cover- written by Roger Hodgson 

https://youtu.be/nBQzHIvJlIc?si=Uz2FQU5VsRrjCxe2

Do You Dream Of Me Cover- written by Michael W. Smith- 

https://youtu.be/Htzh_PUb3EA?si=vuTXCYnwU8AhY23N

Lastly, 

Prayin For Time Cover- written by George Michael- 

https://youtu.be/9jmOAKID-s4?si=fknEhyMG4ZQ9JEWv

I had a music filled day!

A nice distraction from my new life and plight to make ends meet with a 14 year old, 2 cats and a dog. No spousal support or any help from the ex. This is a crazy situation and trust me, you wouldn’t wish this on your worst enemy. It’s plain awful. 

While making my morning cup of coffee out my kitchen window @ 5:00 am this morning. Beautiful clouds and moon❤️. 

Every day I wonder if I’m going to get a call from the detective with my exes buccal swab DNA test results… Every day I wait to hear if my ex is going to be prosecuted.

I’ll take a day of escape like this any chance I can get it!